I'm confused and scared now, was I raped?

im 16 (and white) me and my boyfriend had just broken up so i was really down and my friends and i were going to a party.. anyways we get there and theres a bunch of really tall black guys drinking 40s and listening to rap music. well the guy, Jamal was his name... I knew him from school he was a senior when i was a freshman (im a sophomore right now) was always really nice to me. He called to me ''Hey shorty, let your boy get it in.'' I didnt really know what he meant exactly, i had two beers already and was really buzzed... So I said ''okay Jamal whatev.'' Anyways we started choppin it up outside near the keg, but i could over hear Jamals 'homies' as he reffered to them saying 'you finna dig her out b?' again i had no clue what they were talking about, Jamal called to me yet again saying ''shorty, hit up a keg stand then we can get it in no doubt'' but it was kind of hard to understand over his ''homies'' yelling at him sayin ''***** gonna get it, ***** gonna get it'' like they were rapping it or something. His puerto Rican friend kept looking me up and down, it was kind of creepy cuz i didnt know him. I asked him about his pueto rican friend but Jamal said he was cool, so i left it at that anyways, He takes my hand and we go upstairs into one of the bedrooms and he was being really sweet, we were just talking and stuff, and then he asked if i was a virgin, i got a little uncomfortable but i told him that i wasnt (which is true) then all of a sudden he pulls up his 3XL Tall Tee and exposes his penis to me... I had never seen a black guys penis in real life, only on pornography movies my ex made me watch with him. It was SO BIG, I told him I wasn't sure if I wanted to do this. It really looked like it was gonna hurt so i told him ''i dont know if we should do this, i want to, but at the same time you will hurt me with your big penis'' he told me ''its not that big really'' then he pulled out a condom, which was in a gold wrapper. We started to make out but i still wasnt sure if i wanted to go through with it or not, after a little while of us kissing i told him i can't do this, but he grabbed my hand and put it on his penis which had become erect... I told him I would go down on him if he went down on me, but I didnt want to have sex. He seemed to understand and agreed. That made me really wet, I felt in control of the situation and that really turns me on. So we started to ''get it in'' as he would say. His penis was so big I could barely fit it in my mouth, he said ''you doin good girl, keep on that dick''... He proceeded to speak in ebonics as i gave him oral sex, then all of a sudden out the corner of my eye i noticed his puerto rican friend from early in the night make his way into the bedroom, and i looked at Jamal who said 'damn dawg what took you so long?' at this point i knew this was a situation i didnt want to be in... So Anthony, his PR friend grabbed my ankles while i was laying on my stomach sucking on Jamals penis. He said ''you want this big dick baby?'' I just struggled, I couldn't say anything I was so scared, his penis was as big as Jamals. I was already really wet from Jamal going down on me. Jamal said ''go ahead and hit that *****'' then Anthony put his penis in me with a thundering force. I struggled and screamed but nobody could hear me because of the loud rap music that was playing, but the more i struggled the harder Anthony went Jamal was just holding my head over his penis and calling me a 'Stupid ****' then all of a sudden they shouted SWITCH! I was gagging on Jamals penis, he wouldn't let go of my head. Anthony was pounding on my vagina like it owed him money or something. I was crying, in so much pain but I had already had multiple orgasms. After hearing switch Jamal flipped me around and started raping me missionary style. Ive never cried so much in my whole life, I was fighting and scratching at Jamal as he was on top of me but all i could see was his Red Bandana that he was wearing tied up at the front, Anthony was kneeling beside my head forcing his penis into my mouth, they high fived and bumped knuckles and i think anthony even spelled something out with his fingers. All of a sudden I felt this warm sensation on the back of my throat as I choked, Anthony had *** in my mouth. He slapped my cheek and forehead with the head of his penis and laughed. He said ''nice dome ho now make my ***** get it'' Him and Jamal laughed together, I was still crying, bleeding out of my vagina now at this point. Jamal didnt care, he kept on raping me... I gave up, didn't want to struggle anymore.. I just layed there crying waiting for it to stop, Jamal was so deep inside me and then all of a sudden he pull out his penis and ejaculated all over my expo